D-my-go

That postpartum moment… I wish you were this small again. You’re growing up so fast. Driving me insane already. I wish I did so much more when you were this tiny. The learning stage, sacrifices, the unforgettable moments, pretty ugly looking , the me & you moment. I miss it already. It feels like I just gave birth yesterday & now you’re so big & incredibly exhausting. Crawling everywhere, standing on your own & hurting yourself. You gotta stop that. I’m not ready yet!. I still want to cradle & swaddle you. I’m sorry for all the decisions I have made, and I’m sorry if mommy have failed you already. Today seeing you try so hard to reach your toy on the swings and tries to stands on your own and you got hurt.. I got hurt inside aswell. Forgive me mommy if Thai parenting I’m doing is wrong but I am new to this, be patient with me. I will try my best to provide with all the love & stability you may need. You are my Family and I will focus on the responsibilities and priorities to get where you need to be. I will be your best friend, your mom, your dad & your family. Just stop growing fast, you are starting to scare me almost everyday. #mylilwarriorkyle #myson #lifeanddeathlove

That postpartum moment… I wish you were this small again. You’re growing up so fast. Driving me insane already. I wish I did so much more when you were this tiny. The learning stage, sacrifices, the unforgettable moments, pretty ugly looking , the me & you moment. I miss it already. It feels like I just gave birth yesterday & now you’re so big & incredibly exhausting. Crawling everywhere, standing on your own & hurting yourself. You gotta stop that. I’m not ready yet!. I still want to cradle & swaddle you. I’m sorry for all the decisions I have made, and I’m sorry if mommy have failed you already. Today seeing you try so hard to reach your toy on the swings and tries to stands on your own and you got hurt.. I got hurt inside aswell. Forgive me mommy if Thai parenting I’m doing is wrong but I am new to this, be patient with me. I will try my best to provide with all the love & stability you may need. You are my Family and I will focus on the responsibilities and priorities to get where you need to be. I will be your best friend, your mom, your dad & your family. Just stop growing fast, you are starting to scare me almost everyday. #mylilwarriorkyle #myson #lifeanddeathlove

Happy 2 Months Old little warrior !

Happy 2 Months Old little warrior !